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Wayfarer By Faith


Watching dusk descend upon Galilee. It's amazing how the surrounding mountains change color from red to orange, to purple and deep blue.

I'm so thankful to be alive, but all the time, this heaviness descends upon me when I think about all the things that are happening. A friend asked me, 'How can you believe in God when you see all this?' I say I have no answer to your why questions, but I can say that the evil and suffering in this world only makes me believe in God even more. Because there's no other hope, there's no justice that man can create for himself.

The darkness you are focusing on is so great that the only way is to turn toward the light. And it might hurt your eyes at first. But this is why having faith requires you to open your heart, to ask YOURSELF the why question, to stop thinking merely about the external but to think about the external in light of the eternal.

When you do that, you realize that it's not about you. You realize that suffering is not the end. You realize that God is alive, when you choose to let Him in. You realize that joy is possible even in the darkest hour. You realize that freedom begins in the spirit, and freedom comes from receiving the Love we have been stubbornly refusing for far too long.


People are not their politics. None of us have any right to hold prejudice or judgment against a people group or a country until we actually take the time to explore the place for ourselves, get to know the people, and try to understand the culture and history. 

Again and again, I'm learning that travel isn't just about going places. It's about taking the opportunity to break the barriers of misconception and prejudice, to see for yourself what life is like for different people, to expose what the media portrays a certain place or people to be. This is the thing that I find most fascinating when I go places. Although I may just be passing through, I'd like to stay long enough to allow the people to touch my life in some kind of way - to illuminate my thinking, to provoke me to new understanding. Travel isn't about going on another holiday. For me, it really is about challenging yourself to get out of your comfort zone. Ever since I stepped foot in Australia six years back, I had told myself, I never want to stay in a place long enough to become so comfortable that I turn complacent - without even realizing it!

The direction you take in life is really determined by your intention. There's a great deal of power in intention, because it is driven by the will. If you do not live, travel, work, play and serve others with intention, you'll only be happy when things go alright, but crumble when things go wrong. You'll be wandering from one thing to the next, or even focused on doing the same thing, in the same place, with the same people, over and over again and expecting different results - but you won't really get anywhere, both on the inside and outside. And that, my friend, is a kind of insanity.

I think traveling is the coolest thing ever, but I'm not an advocate of living the backpacker life all your life and traveling indefinitely. Really. I don't believe in that. Personally, I would get bored. Without a purpose for traveling, I would honestly fall into the void of depression along the way!

I remember the turning point came for me when I realized this truth and it came to me in a moment of lucidity. I was traveling in Bangkok with my family two years ago. My sisters and mom were all shopping-crazed. They loved looking at all the stuff in shops and markets (and Thailand is pretty cray when it comes to this kinda' stuff - colourful, pretty, fashionable, intricate, everything!). After two days of going around with them, I finally said, 'Enough! I'm sick of following you guys around, this is such a waste of time and money, and I'm not traveling all the way just to go shopping!' I don't know, but I've always been like this. I can enjoy buying nice things, but I'd never, ever want to waste my time on a shopping spree - not especially when I'm in another country!

I ended up spending a lot more time with my camera in hand, observing people, walking around and taking photos. I love photography because it helps you see things a little more closely, a little more deliberately. It helps you appreciate the culture and take in the nuances of all the sights, sounds and smells that often just passes you by in a rush of excitement. Photography slows you down and teaches you what it means to really travel, to really go places.

I've found the answer to that. It is about seeing people as they are, accepting them, and allowing them to accept you. Often we go places for self-centered and self-indulgent reasons. We just want to do what we planned to do. But we really have no interest in the people - the very people who are receiving us into their beloved country or community. And I think this disrespectful attitude - which often isn't seemingly a big deal because you're just passing through - needs to be eradicated from our mentality. It's there. You just need to be introspective enough to see it, and address it.

I'm already learning a lot from my three days in Tel Aviv, Israel. And this is only the beginning of my two-month backpacking and volunteering odyssey in this beautiful, beautiful country. In between all my goings and adventures and discoveries, I'd like to write stuff like this - reflections and musings on life, culture, art, philosophy, faith, society and everything else in between.

Again, at every opportunity I have, I'd like to thank God again for His overflowing grace and mercy - for all these crazy opportunities I've had open to me as I learnt to seek, knock and ask. In all this, I am learning to do my part in the things that only I can do (like work and save up, plan and research, ask questions and make decisions, meet and befriend people). But everything else that is out of my hands, I am also learning to trust God with and walk by faith - with eyes wide open. 

As my Dad always says, 'Faith isn't a leap in the dark, faith is a leap in the Light.' You may not always know what the end result will be, but you must know what the challenges and risks are ahead - and yet still take the leap, with God's help. That's why they sing the song, 'By the grace of God go I.' And now, with that, I totally identify! 

The iconic Israeli flag, you see it everywhere
Why yes, I am finally in Tel Aviv, the city that never sleeps! Instead of giving in to jetlag, I decided I’d put on my ipanema sandals and get walking. I love exploring new places and seeing what life is like for the people who make these places their home. The first thing I did was take a long stroll along the Mediterranean coast – it was absolutely beautiful. The sunshine here gives you a lovely tan, and doesn’t burn like the harsh Australian sun. I love it! It’s a balmy, warm breeze and at times a twinge of oppressive humidity due to the Mediterranean summer heat. But coming from Melbourne’s windy, wet and cold winter, I am thoroughly relishing this!

Very cool, old-fashioned European Bauhaus style buildings
I didn’t take a map with me. I decided to just walk wherever I felt like continuing to walk, and just listen for the effervescent noises of this busy city. It’s so great that my hostel happens to be only a block away from Jerusalem Beach, and from there, you can pretty much walk north or south and find amazing beaches throughout the whole stretch of Tel Aviv’s coast. It really seems like nobody is working at all in summer, because everyone appears to be chilling at the beach! I guess when the weather is warm, Tel Avivim (or Tel Avivians) flock in droves to the city’s beaches. Noisy, hipster teens appear to be the prevalent group hanging round these beaches, especially Jerusalem and Banana Beach. It’s all good fun, and I just love observing what life’s like here for ordinary Tel Avivians! 

The ages old port city of Jaffa in the distance - where Jonah famously sailed off
I kept walking and ended up stumbling upon the infamous Allenby Street where I  found the equally infamous Carmel Market. One would find aromatic spices, vegetables, fruits, olives and all kinds of bread all laid out by various stalls. It also had a myriad of clothing shops, jewellery stands and every other thing you could possibly want to get for a bargain (I found it reminiscent of Malaysia’s pasar malam or night markets). I didn’t buy anything just yet. I had my camera in hand and just observed for any good moments or angles to shoot. Ultimately, what I love about traveling is being able to just take in the sights and sounds and smells of a place utterly foreign to me. It’s such a refreshing way to live! 

The eclectic sights and smells of Ha-Carmel Market
As I allowed myself to get lost along the streets of Tel Aviv, I realized that I am finding Israel to be truly a unique country in a class of its own. Tel Aviv itself is made of an unusual fusion of both old and new, modern and old-fashioned, contemporary and traditional. And I’ve got to admit, it’s leaving me rather confused! One moment you find architecture or public transport that impresses you, another moment you see the chaotic tangle of electrical wires (that appear to have been installed years and years ago) and buildings with peeling paint alongside dusty streets. I believe this is where I passed through Tel Aviv’s Bauhaus White City – where the buildings are simply structured with horizontal lines, curved corners, cute little balconies, vertical windows and a complete absence of ornamentation. These 4000 or so buildings in total have been declared a Unesco World Heritage Site (2003) as Tel Aviv has more sleek Bauhaus buildings than any other city in the world! 



And everywhere I walk, there seems to be the incessant sound of cars and buses and mini taxis (sherut) all honking at each other simultaneously! It’s as if the vehicles themselves are talking with each other. I think it’s become a way of driving, and a way of life over here. It’s a noisy, chaotic city.

Thankfully, I kept walking on, not knowing where I was headed, but that’s when I stumbled upon the cozy little European-Bohemian suburb of the southern city centre known as Neve Tzedek – which means ‘Oasis of Justice’ (according to my Lonely Planet book, which I really like the sound of!). Neve Tzedek is probably the most historic part of the city, as it is where the first buildings were built a century ago on Rothschild Boulevard when the State of Israel was formed in 1948. It’s quaint blue French-style shutters and bright pastel wall colours truly appealed to me as I wandered through the nooks and crannies of this lovely little neighbourhood. I also found it a timely refuge from the noise and glaring sunshine of the streets before. All appears to be peaceful and quiet in this leafy, picturesque suburb.

I absolutely love, love, love the quaint little leafy suburb of Neve Tzedek (and I like it's meaning too - 'Oasis of Justice')! Over here, the noises of the city dropped quite a few decibels lower and all was serenely quiet.
I eventually found my way back out onto the coastal promenade, and at four o’clock in the afternoon, the Middle Eastern sun was beating down almost oppressively on me. If not for the sea breeze, I think it might be a little unbearable! Nevertheless, I am so, so glad that I am here and that I am realizing more and more that I truly love traveling with an attitude of a wayfarer – and not just a mere tourist.

One of the funny things that happened while I was strolling along the coast was when a friendly chap cycled in my direction and smiled jovially with a greeting. I returned it and kept walking. A few minutes later, the same fellow cycles up beside me and asks me if I speak Ivrit (Hebrew)! I surprised him by saying, ‘Ken! Ah, mah nishma?’ (Yeah! Ah, how are things?) He was so thrilled he kept saying, ‘Att tov!’ (You’re good!) It was a good opportunity for me to practice my Hebrew and try asking him some questions. To my delight, he could actually understand my rudimentary Hebrew, and I could actually pick up on his words too! I couldn’t believe that I’d only been in the country for less than three hours and I had already found a friendly local Tel Avivian to chat with. Pretty awesome!

Chilling round the hipster Banana Beach and Ge'ula Beach close to Charles Clore promenade :)
Anyhow, it’s only around six o’clock now (seven hours before Melbourne!), but the sun is still up in the sky and isn’t showing any sign of abating its radiating warmth. Pretty awesome, since I’ve come from Melbourne’s dreary winter, where the sun has been setting around five thirty! Can’t wait for my body clock to get used to the summer time here, I’ll be sure to go on more wandering adventures in the next many days I’ll be in Israel!

A glorious Middle-Eastern sunset (this was taken round 8 o'clock), right on the promenade of Jerusalem Beach. The sun was so round and huge, literally a ball of fire sinking beneath the Mediterranean sea. It was something out of this world to behold.

For more photos, check out my Tel Aviv: Carmel Market | Bauhaus City | Neve Tzedek | Jerusalem Beach gallery here. 
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